Faith. Power. Love.

My journey has started, I am doing a ok. It has been rough since thursday getting a shot to protect my future children even though its a 50 to 50 chance of it working. I have faith. I went to the hospital on friday early in the morning. It took 7 and a half hours the chemo. It took forever! but the day after I feel weak but I didn't vomit and I am going to make it. I know God has me. I know God is good no matter the circumstances. I know lupus isn't well known. Its been a long journey of 9 years of my life. Its been rough, but honestly God is the one who has helped me get through these 9 years of my life. My God will never fail me, even during those times when I get bad news at the doctor it gets discouraging but I need to remind myself that God has me in the palm of His hands. I may never understand fully why this happened to me but I know the outcome will be good even though I don't see it now. I know in the end God will show me.

*If anyone wants an update on how I am doing I have a care page site. :http://www.carepages.com/dashboard