I honestly don't know where to start. This endless journey I have been on is all about faith. I am amazed everyday about Gods faithfulness, love, and mercy He has towards me. When I wake up in the morning all I want to do is spend time with HIM; reading, praying and worshiping. God is my number one in my life. I have been through so much this past year and I have been thinking these past weeks where would I be if I didnt have Christ? What kind of person would I be? I am thankful God is using this hard time in my life for HIS glory. I just want God's glory to be shown. It amazes me how God works. How HE always knows best. Even on those day when I feel like everything is crumbling around me and I want to do nothing. God always see the bigger picture, thats when I pray God increase my faith.
How God has build up character in me of faith, hope and preservance. Yes, I BELIEVE God will heal me. I know that day is coming soon. Healing comes closer each day. I am overwhemled with the love of God. I almost died a few times in my life from this horrible sickness, but God protected me . God is using me. It is scary for me to face new chanllenges some days but on those days I need to press on. Having that will to fight and never giving up. Keep praying and praying until God does something huge; a break through.
I am going back to school in august if I knew I was going to go back to school in January I would of laughed and said no way. But God always knows best. The docotors dont understand how I am doing so well when I was just servely sick. But its because Jesus loves me and has huge plans for me. I am excited for the journey and I will be excited for the new journey; journey of complete healing.
