One step at a time?

How I thank God for Joshua. He is the love of my life. But there is a fear that is dangling above me one word, engagement. I don't feel ready. I want to keep dating. I know the talk of marriage is beautiful, but I want to get know him better we have been dating for 8 months. But am I getting to ahead of God? Let me take a step back and see the work of God. There is more he is going to be in our relationship. Bigger then what we can think or image. Allow God to move, breathe into that relationship. Allow myself to get caught up in God rather then the circumstances. I love God and Joshua. How my love for Joshua can go beyond my love for God. How I can't allow myself to get wrapped up in other thing, but allow myself to get wrapped up in God.